Oh yeh this stuff might help, My name is Richard, I'm Gay (Well Duh), I'm currently studying Chemistry, Biology, Physics and Maths in Lower 6th Form. That's Junior Year for you nice folks from over the pond.
Other than that, I hope you like whatever I end up doing with the place, and if I do put my Blogs/Links to Vlogs up, I hope you enjoy them.
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Never Have I Ever... →
Let’s play “Never Have I Ever”. Cross out all of the things that you have done. You might just see that there are people just like you out there.
Sexual
Never have I ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend.Never have I ever kissed a girl.- Never have I ever kissed a boy.
- Never have I ever received/given a blowjob, hand job, eating out.
- Never have I ever had sex.
Never have I ever fallen in love.- Never have I ever cheated on someone.
Never have I ever been cheated on.- Never have I ever sexted.
Life
Never have I ever gotten into a fight.Never have I ever done something illegal.- Never have I ever gotten wasted.
- Never have I ever used an illegal drug.
Never have I ever snuck out.- Never have I ever stolen something
.- Never have I ever vandalized something.
Never have I ever lost a family member due to death.- Never have I ever been in a life or death situation.
Never have I ever been arrested.- Never have I ever been fired from a job.
Emotions
Never have I ever wanted to kill someone because in the moment I hated them that much.Never have I ever been kept up at night due to guilt.Never have I ever laughed so hard I cried.- Never have I ever been abused physically.
Never have I ever cried myself to sleep.Never have I ever wished that I was someone else.Never have I ever wanted to kill myself.Never have I ever tried to kill myself.Never have I ever felt like an outcast.Never have I ever wanted to do something just so I would fit in.Friendships
Never have I ever ruined my friendship with someone.Never have I ever had a friend leave me for other people.Never have I ever been kicked out of a friend group.Never have I ever wished that I had different friends.Never have I ever wanted to fuck one of my friends.Never have I ever wished that I could be more than friends with someone.Never have I ever wished I was friends with the popular people.Never have I ever been friendless.School
Never have I ever failed a test.Never have I ever cut class.Never have I ever had to eat alone.- Never have I ever failed a course.
- Never have I ever been suspended.
Never have I ever received detention.Never have I ever passed notes/texted in class.- Never have I ever made out with someone in school.
- Never have I ever dropped out of school.
Source: seriously-idgaf
Coming to the End (Of Term 1)
Well here I am.
Nearly 4 months into my A level courses, and while there have been a few ups and downs, I’ve survived until now.
It was Children in need day today, so it was non-uniform. Unfortunately I don’t have a great choice in clothes, and despite my searching, I haven’t been able to get a nice pair of boots. (Damn I’d really like some).
So in the end, I settled on a Lilac striped shirt, blue jeans, my trainers and a black hoodie. Maybe this time next year I’ll have some nice clothes!
While I try to avoid stereotypes, and trying to be myself, I must admit, I find myself fitting into them, and dare I say it? I’m flaming. Not necasarily bad, but my mum doesn’t particuly like it when I paint my fingernails and go “Eeee!” at shopping trips with the girls (Not that it happens often >.>)
I’m glad to say that I no longer feel quite as alone as I did a few months ago. A few more guys have come out in the past few months, and if they haven’t, they stopped hiding it quite so much…
As for School itself It’s stressing me out, I’m barely coping with the amount of work, and the social side of it is a nightmare. Not to mention that I’m trying to work out who’s LGBT and whether a guy is hitting on me or is just being kind. Probably the latter, I’m not exactly the best looking Guy that’s out in school.
Anyway, I’m looking forward to seeing Breaking Dawn, and (hopefully) getting a break over the Christmas Holidays. I know I should update more regularly but I’m only human, and I don’t like the pre-posted timer thingy.
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
That would have to be my Computer.
Making a Change - National Coming Out Day
Hi there to anyone that happens to read this! If you don’t like Long and rambly Blogs, I’m going to try and get round to making a Vlog version as soon as I can. If I neglect it, prod me with messages…
Now, I was on QA Earlier this evening, and saw a forum post about national coming out Day, and I decided, as you do, that I had to do something for it. I know heaps of people in my school that are in the closet, and so, I’ve decided that I’m going to help put a support system in place for when they do decide to come out.
A bit of information about my school; While they are quite accepting of different sexualities, they do tend to forget about it, despite statistics showing that a fair percentage of the pupils are LGBT.
In fact, the only place in the entire school against homophobic bullying, and giving an inkling of support is an A5 Square on the door of the “School Ethos” Office. Now, considering that it’s being buried underneath posters about not doing drugs, and underage drinking, (Both important to educate students about) I don’t think my school are doing enough.
I know that people are bullied because of their “Apparent sexuality” and that ”Gay” and “Lesbo” are used as derogative terms, used to bully people, and I’ve honestly had enough. I may only be one student in 1100 but a single pebble can start a landslide. (Hooray! A metaphor that actually works!). I’m sure that other young LGBT People in my school will want things to change, and that, with support in place, will feel that they can come out and not be pushed away by their friends.
I know how hard it was for me to come out, and while many of my friends and family were very supportive, I lost friends, family said “It’s Just a Phase” and I get the feeling that they feel I’m a disappointment. And I’ve been bashed a few times by people that I once considered friends.
Now, I know, that everything won’t change overnight, that if I do start a GSA no one will be interested, and I’ll be sitting in a room, with a teacher willing to support me, with no one else there, that people will still use “gay” And other such words to mean things that they don’t like, that they think are rubbish (I’d rather use Naff)
But maybe I’ll be able to make a difference for the other LGBT People in my school, Maybe They’ll be able to come out and know that there’ll be someone there to support them if everything goes wrong.
I don’t know what will happen, or even if my school will let me hijack the Morning Announcements and though of the day, (I seriously hope they do though I’m going to have to find someone else to read the script out, I get all stammery when I’m nervous…)
I seriously hope I’ll be allowed to do something…
Well, thank You all for reading this long, rambling, and rather poorly written Blog, I will convert it into a Vlog Form as soon as I can. Probably.
As If Anyone will actually see this.
Well, despite the fact that no one will even look at my Tumblr Blog, I’m going to Re-Blog my Blogs from QA.
